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Just In CaseYou can dig up a grave
If you think you can wake the past
But what's the point
You're just opening old wounds
It's like sitting by a bomb about to blast

For someone who claims no death wish
You could have fooled me
But I guess you already have
There's nothing about you I'll miss
Like how you can't see

And here comes another pointed finger
But who's really to blame
You can't bring yesterday back to life
If the dead have already lost the game
But you can revive the ghosts
Violent spirits with a grudge
How the hell will you survive again
Your point of view hasn't even budged
In a court where I've become the judge
Face it
You're screwed
While y
Tired of being sad.Real men don't cry, they say
Well maybe their right but
I'm stuck with dry eyes

And maybe I'm not right for her
She still sits brokenhearted
And I'm all out of tries

But your life
is worth the price
of me losing my mind

So if you start
to see me smile
Its not a sign
that I'm over you

I see you running through my dreams again
(Happens every night now)
I toss and turn at what we could have been
(I'd stop if I knew how)
It just strikes a nerve, the thought of you out with another man
Holding his hand
And you may ask me what I smile for
Maybe you think I'm happier
With you gone.

I'm not smiling 'cause I'm happy, no
I'm smiling 'cause I'm t
I want to be with youI sit here alone, thinking of you
about the time that we shared, about the things we used to do
But now I'm alone and it's starting to show
How did I get here? Do you already know?

I want to be with you... but it won't happen
I want to be with you... but I can't seem to take action
It always seems that you're just passing through..
So how can I be with you?...

Time goes by and still I'm here
Yet you start to go and disappear.
How do I get your attention or do you already know?
That I want you here.. I don't want you to go...

I want to be with you... but it won't happen
I want to be with you... but I can't seem to take action
It always seem
White wolf, White flower"They say there's no such place as Paradise. Even if you search to the ends of the earth, there's nothing there. No matter how far you walk, it’s always the same road. It just goes on and on... But in spite of that, why am I so driven to find it? A voice calls to me. It says, 'Search for Paradise.'"
-Kiba
He stops to listen intently to the earth
it tells him the purpose of his birth.
A story so long and sad
when it’s over, you’ll be glad.
He pricks his ears, the wind shifts
he hears a voice that drifts.
A lunar flower is his search
Cheza, more beautiful than the trees of birch.
Arctic wolf, Lunar flower
the clock strikes 12 at the tower.
City so polluted, city so dark
how he longs for the sound of a harp.
Search for Paradise they will seek
or will it all turn in vain while we weep?
Endless deaths awaken the agony of sorrow
the pain, the losses, the tears never ending until tomorrow.
A cloud once white now stained with red
every dream you once had read.
Weep we
Once Upon A NightmarePain the world never knew and yet has forgotten
Scars where blood once ran free
Time to finish what I started
Once upon a nightmare

Do I feel
Do I bleed
Wouldn't you like to know
Wouldn't you like to see

With every shot at my will
You take my breath away
But you don't give it back
Ready, set, go for the kill

Do you know how many times
I've tried to wipe my mind clean
But you keep adding dirt and grime
To my very own murder scene
Not that you see
Not that you care
Not that you even know me

Do I cry
Do I scream
Wouldn't you like to know
Wouldn't you like to see

So often falling to take it
Just another worthless life
Everything's is not oka
renegeon the wings of a gossamer shimmer
a nearly undetectable shiver
you hesitate to pull the trigger
one too many in the chamber

inside a delectable silence
testing the limits of your compliance
vague back-talk, uneasy defiance
love’s not love without the violence

no grace
no dance
you don’t get a second chance
you just get to get
out of my way

just so you know
my stance
this was not a romance
this was a game you didn’t know
how to play

on the back of unsteady denial
a priest, a sinner, a saint, a bibliophile
go ahead, put me up for trial
I won’t stop tilting the vial

no light
no sheen
you’re as heady as a dream
Invisible ManAs I make my way through everyday
I feel the empty presence
The stories I hear fill my head with fear
And a hatred of burning rage

Don't even try to make amends
Before your life of pity ends
Never wanted me, got no sympathy
I just can't take the pain

If there was a time when your evil mind
Wasn't filled with ice and stone
Well, now it's too late to disintegrate
So just leave me alone

Don't you dare think that I'll bend
To that stupid silly trend
No happy ending waits at the end of the lane
'Cause I just can't take the pain

I don't know where you went, but you didn't repent
For your sneaky dirty sins
Just a fear-powered coward, living in a
Broadway Specials: Ave Lillian
Verse I:

Vercelli’s pulling out his wand
Blinking too slowly when I see you’re gone.
I hear a voice screaming in my head
(Chaos I think we’ve got a problem)
Where does everybody go when they go?
What do you believe, there’s no way to know.
We hate so fast and we love so slow.
(Juggernaut I think we have a PROBLEM!)
Sit down and think about it
Still on the brink of doubt and
I finally click about it.
My world’s spinnin’

Chorus:

Ave Lillian.
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
How did you know to get out of a world gone mad?
Help me let go.
It’s my fault that she’s bleeding.
His words are misle
The Heart Believes[Verse]
Tell me I'm the one who keeps you awake.
Tell me I'm the one who's there when you make mistakes.
Tell me I'm the cloud you watch in the sky.
Tell me I'm the one who's there when you fall and cry.

Oh, I.. I can't believe this is happening,
I thought I had control of everything.
All the things I thought would be okay.
Are taking me back to yesterday.

Woah-oh...
Oh I wish that I could just move on..

(Chorus)
But darling, things just don't work out that way.
There's always a few hearts that can't be saved.
I wish that these stories were based on truth,
'cause I just can't believe I've fallen for you.

[Verse]
Tell me you're the one who
Why my friend...Thrashing, I'm faint
I just could not take this pain anymore
Holding onto that only hope

hope that you will come very soon
Where are you now?

I'm so lonely.

But you don't want, don't want to return.
Why my friend?

Angry at you-
I regret that I believed in you

Stay here my friend,
I don't want you to go
Come now, my friend

my friend.....
The Mother of LossA boat called hope on a sea of fear.
It’s the mother of let down,
and that’s what brought me here.

I let go of your hopes.
    I let go of mine.
I let go of all those
    unbound by time.
If it’s gonna happen
 It’s  gonna happen either way.
Whether I want it to
  or not.
Whether I can stand to stay.
   I’m looking for something new.
     Preferring what I know
the one closest to me,
      the closest one to you.

   I’m so far gone, I’m so far lost.
  I lost control and I paid the cost.
I’ve been here too many times,
 and I’ve said that before.
    Dying for hope,
         
To survive.It's interesting how as time goes on, your friends
move on. Before you know it they're gone, time to
move on. I say I miss you, if don't nobody else miss you.
I know, life sucks, but we must carry on, survival is a must.
Taking the bus sucks, but we must. Sometimes people do wrong
to us, but don't cry keep ya head up. And when people say
you're nothing don't believe em, time to move up and
just leave em. Cause friend you can believe, that when I
say you're a success, you know you're the best.
No need for a bullet proof vest.

You know what makes me unhappy, is watching friends struggling,
juggling with their lives, living life abjectly.
Livin
I'm reaching out to you momI'm reaching out to you mom,
I don't know what's going on
in your world anymore
and it scares me.
I love you no matter what,
stop,
re-read that.
I mean it mom.
It's hard to take every moment
and go with it,
but you gotta stop.
Just stop and breath ahh.
And yes i'm writing this to a beat ahh,
that's when i have my feet
and the whole wide world beneath em.
Just lookin' out breathin' yeah,
this is how it is now like
life gave me a loaded gun
blOWE
just know no matter what mom ill
always have a spot in my heart
to carry on the best in you,
it's what i can do.
And i don't know how
but i'll find a way to
carry your memory
to infinity and beyond.
Cinders and SmokeAll the lines grow around
In the spacing of time
It's all tied up and bound
Written line after line

As the lines become cracks
And the pieces all fall
The holes all fill with black
And you rebuild your walls

Once you're broken you're broke
And there's no turning back
At the end of a rope
On a dirt trodden track
With the scars on your heart
And your heart on your sleeve
All the tearing apart
Was all torn to be seen

With the words of the end
Leaving marks on your skin
Every loved and lost friend
Breaks a part deep within

As the crevices build
And you break deep inside
All the pain that can't heal
Can't be seen by the eye

Onc
A thanks and a glareTo you
I was nothing more than that
just a doll, your puppet to use

To you,
I was but only a toy for games
Just a piece of cloth to be forgotten....

But with that...
I have learned to be much stronger
And now I
Know what power truly is

So I give you a thanks!
And I give you a smile!
But I never forget the scars
you left on my heart!

So I give you a glare!
And I give you a scream!
And I never forget
What you meant to me!

To me,
you were a friend of high ranks
A trusted comrade in arms

To me,
you were inspiring, and kind
And a never believed you'd be anything less

So I give you a thanks!
And I give you a smile!
But I never forget the
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ChangeMidnight. Lyin' up in bed.
Feelin' lost. Can't clear my head.
Having doubts, about where I am,
So many questions, and not one plan.

On a winding road- there's no wind in sight.
But I can feel it in the air...

Something's gotta change,
Everyday's the same.
Life's not quite so black and white.
Where is the grey?
something's gotta change,
Tell me there's a way
to bring myself out of this hell.
It's so cliche.
Something's gotta change.

Drunk girls- hangin' out in bars.
Tough guys- in their 'tough guy' cars.
City lights, can't make the world like me,
Same old story. Same old routine.

Time is passing by- I'm still standing still.
Self-Destruction OverrideIs anyone else alone all the time?
Would anyone care if I just died?
I'm sick of myself, and wondering why
there's no self-destruction override.

So tell me that it's all okay;
Tell me that the problem's all in my head.
Just give me a sign- it's all in my mind.
Tell me that it's all okay…

We live every day, with some kind of pain;
But someday it'll all work out in the end.
We'll never relate, in a world that we hate;
But someday it'll all work out in the end-
It'll all work out in the end.

You're standing in line. You're wasting away.
You're searching for someone to explain.
It's never enough, enough bears it's time.
You'r
to DaddyNothing lasts forever, Daddy.
Nothing's here for sure.
Things like love that's "unconditional"
Turn corrupted and impure.

Things like that little girl you loved,
Things like your daughter's heart,
Nothing lasts forever, Dad,
You tore that girl apart.

She never meant to disrespect,
She just wanted you to see,
Through all the fighting and neglect,
I was to born just to be me.

Why couldn't you have understood?
Or tried, at least, to care?
Instead, we're giving up again,
I'll move on without you there.

You denied I was your child,
Because I'm not as you demanded,
I was thrown out of your life so fast,
I can't believe you've l

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The Little Girl

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All alone. Trapped.
In a world of strangers.
Yelling. Disapproving.
That's all she knows-
can't hide from dangers.
This God they've told her all about
doesn't seem to know
that inside she will scream and shout
begging to be let go.
She's helpless. Hopeless.
No one understands.
She's thrown into dark closets-
Shut up. Tied feet and hands.
Why is no one listening?
Doesn't she have rights, as well?
No. She's not the same as us-
So let's just damn her straight to hell!

She's just a scared little girl
who wasn't just like us,
She didn't fit in, in this world.
Ashes to Ashes. Dust to Dust.
Her love is not like ours so we-
will teach her that she is not free!
Unfamiliarities.
She's just a different little girl.

Unnatural. Odd.
Her love must be a sin.
It's not as God intended-
It's give up or give in.
So outcast her and treat her wrong!
She must know, she can't belong!
This madness has gone on far too long!
for this sinning little girl...
She's corrupted. Tainted.
a sinner all her days.
We only try to help her
out of the darkness of this phase.
But she rejects each hand we lend.
She's only starting fights,
"It's not a game! It's not pretend!"
Will she ever see the light?
Trying. Failing.
That's the story of her life.
She'll never be like one of us.
No husband- but a wife?
That's not the least bit normal.
That's not like you, nor I-
Her desires most unformal,
Her love is nothing but a lie!

She's just a scared little girl
who wasn't just like us,
She didn't fit in, in our world.
Ashes to Ashes. Dust to Dust.
Her heart is not righteous, so we-
must silence her- SHE IS NOT FREE!
Unfamiliarities.
She's just a different little girl.
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so I wrote a song... these are the lyrics. They're not bad, are they?

(c.) ME
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=DarkDivaLocura Feb 3, 2012  Student General Artist
aww *huggles you* i love you ^^ don't forget that :)
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~ForeverReid Feb 3, 2012
^^ I love you too :heart:
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=DarkDivaLocura Feb 3, 2012  Student General Artist
^^ :iconrainbowheartplz:
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~ForeverReid Feb 3, 2012
OuO pretty
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=DarkDivaLocura Feb 3, 2012  Student General Artist
lol XD :icon0u0plz:
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~ForeverReid Feb 3, 2012
XD
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=DarkDivaLocura Feb 3, 2012  Student General Artist
XD
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~ForeverReid Feb 3, 2012
lopl
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~ktleeper Feb 3, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
This is pretty good =)
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~nom-monster Feb 2, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
:3 not too bad ^^
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