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HAH..... yeah, I'm all pessimistic today. Here's the gist:
Cried to the point of getting sick last night. Vomited. Cried myself to sleep. Wouldn't wake up this morning. Mom yelled and called me pathetic. Got to school late. Went to first period crying. Mrs.Davis took me to the counselor. She held my hand. Talked to the counselor. Managed to get out of first, second, and third period. Texted my aunt throughout the whole day. Wasted time in fourth period. Went to lunch with Kailey. Didn't eat. Cried silently in homeroom. Rushed to theatre in hopes of telling Mrs.Martinez that I didn't want to do the play. Too late. Did the play. SUCKED. Got made fun of. Finally burst with a: "Oh, well I'm sorry. I'm depressed, orphaned, and gay- that my excuse. Cried myself to sleep yesterday. thanks SO much for NOT being inconsiderate bigotry-prone assholes!" Got pushed against the lockers.... again. Hid my face for the rest of the day in a hoodie. Got yelled at by a teacher to take it off. Took it off with sass. Got mad and nearly cried. Wasted more time. Found out it was Halloween. o.o
UGGGGH. HALLOWEEN ON TOP OF THIS!?!? ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?! I mean, I even told my person: "I hate candy and whiney children... Halloween just ain't a good combo for me. The only upside are the costumes- and today I'm just not feeling it."
To make things worse...
me: uggggggggh- i hate today.
Kailey: but we get to do the play!
me: but it's a dumb play, and I have to be a man... I don't want to be a man!
Kailey: ....so you're gonna be gay?
me: o.o KAILEY MARIE! I'll have you know that homosexuality doesn't change your gender!! and another thing, I'd also tell yo--
Kailey: okay, okay... no need to lecture
me: *mumbles* fucking bitch
Kailey: what was that?
me: Nothing.... *glare*
sooooooooooo... yeah- pessimism
on the upside... when my mom forced me to go trick or treating... I had no costume planned, so I threw on some of my usual clothes and I dressed up as a gay rights activist XDDD good times.
and there was also a train... The guy stopped and asked when I was with Kailey and Kodie of we wanted a ride, and I said: "Nah, not unless y'all can take me to Hogwarts..." XD and there was a jerkish moment when I ran into Shayanne... (she thought my brother was a girl- but when we met, she thought I was a guy... so I'm convinced it's a family thing. XD we're never the right gender)... and.... there was a funny thing. I said "VIP" and Kailey said "OH! YEAH!!! VIP-ness!" XDDDD and... lol, I got real immature. Let's leave it at that...
Cried to the point of getting sick last night. Vomited. Cried myself to sleep. Wouldn't wake up this morning. Mom yelled and called me pathetic. Got to school late. Went to first period crying. Mrs.Davis took me to the counselor. She held my hand. Talked to the counselor. Managed to get out of first, second, and third period. Texted my aunt throughout the whole day. Wasted time in fourth period. Went to lunch with Kailey. Didn't eat. Cried silently in homeroom. Rushed to theatre in hopes of telling Mrs.Martinez that I didn't want to do the play. Too late. Did the play. SUCKED. Got made fun of. Finally burst with a: "Oh, well I'm sorry. I'm depressed, orphaned, and gay- that my excuse. Cried myself to sleep yesterday. thanks SO much for NOT being inconsiderate bigotry-prone assholes!" Got pushed against the lockers.... again. Hid my face for the rest of the day in a hoodie. Got yelled at by a teacher to take it off. Took it off with sass. Got mad and nearly cried. Wasted more time. Found out it was Halloween. o.o
UGGGGH. HALLOWEEN ON TOP OF THIS!?!? ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?! I mean, I even told my person: "I hate candy and whiney children... Halloween just ain't a good combo for me. The only upside are the costumes- and today I'm just not feeling it."
To make things worse...
me: uggggggggh- i hate today.
Kailey: but we get to do the play!
me: but it's a dumb play, and I have to be a man... I don't want to be a man!
Kailey: ....so you're gonna be gay?
me: o.o KAILEY MARIE! I'll have you know that homosexuality doesn't change your gender!! and another thing, I'd also tell yo--
Kailey: okay, okay... no need to lecture
me: *mumbles* fucking bitch
Kailey: what was that?
me: Nothing.... *glare*
sooooooooooo... yeah- pessimism
on the upside... when my mom forced me to go trick or treating... I had no costume planned, so I threw on some of my usual clothes and I dressed up as a gay rights activist XDDD good times.
and there was also a train... The guy stopped and asked when I was with Kailey and Kodie of we wanted a ride, and I said: "Nah, not unless y'all can take me to Hogwarts..." XD and there was a jerkish moment when I ran into Shayanne... (she thought my brother was a girl- but when we met, she thought I was a guy... so I'm convinced it's a family thing. XD we're never the right gender)... and.... there was a funny thing. I said "VIP" and Kailey said "OH! YEAH!!! VIP-ness!" XDDDD and... lol, I got real immature. Let's leave it at that...
So I'm weird and I think a lot....
Alright. When I was in the shower this morning I took a moment and meditated on the thought: "Wow, this is my first washing/cleansling of the new year." And I found the idea rather symbolic. You know? Like, the washing away of all the troubles of the previous year. All the mistakes and errors and screw-up's from 2012 are all washed off of my body and they've spun down the drain along with all my worries.
Yes. That's a nice thought. Don't judge me, I think a lot all the time- the shower is just a wonderful place to meditate on such odd thoughts.
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First movie I've watched this year: The Silence of the Lambs
First song I sang this year: T
Religion vs. Philosophy
Well, perhaps I care too much...
but I feel like I've done good! ^^ I love giving gifts. And I really made someone happy by getting them a sonic screwdriver for their birthday. Heh. Now I'm their TARDIS. "D
Lately I've been hearing music. But no one else can hear it. Which is a shame, because it sounds very beautiful... It's very royal and very bold. Yet gentle in some aspects. It's soft. I'll see someone about this. And then there's also something with my physical health that I'll need to see someone about. But ._. I'm the slightest bit terrified at the thought.
Anyhow, in relation to the title of this journal, I've been looking into oth
Thou speakst aright!!
"If we shadows have offended, think but this and all is mended..."
Well, our highschool production of Midsummer Night's Dream has been put to rest. It was brilliant while it lasted but, everything ends eventually. All to make room for more things to come one's way! Now it's musical season, and I've got a part. So, I'm just going to continue being busy.
Oh my gosh. Season seven of Doctor Who. "Angels Take Manhattan" made me cry SO bad. I really liked "Town Called Mercy" and "Power of Three", but come on Moffat! Have you decided you've killed Rory enough?!? And Amy... YOWZA!
Annual Military Inspection (AMI) is next week as well, and I'm look
I am not what I am. owo
The title has nothing to do with anything... XD I just like that line of Iago's from Othello.... Iago was one bad ass bad guy.
Anywho~ Through the first week of October, I won't be getting home until about 6:30 (CT)... which means I have to do homework and then get online..... or.... vice versa >3> But the point is, I won't be online as much for a couple weeks. OWO Just blame Robin Goodfellow! :D
o3o ...
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh o.e
I have nothing else to say.....
owo ~feelingfreeplz (https://www.deviantart.com/feelingfreeplz):iconfeelingfreeplz::iconfeelingfreeplz:
Soooo, I guess... THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT <3
~le words of wisdom!
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Life sucks...and then you Live.
the words life and live are too diffrent words you can choose to change it all when you Live your Life.
When you live your life you choose what effects you and how it will change or contribute to your life.
Life sucks yeah it really does but one day hopefully not too far off you will be able too look back on this and these people and say "LOOK AT ME NOW BITCHES!!!"
the words life and live are too diffrent words you can choose to change it all when you Live your Life.
When you live your life you choose what effects you and how it will change or contribute to your life.
Life sucks yeah it really does but one day hopefully not too far off you will be able too look back on this and these people and say "LOOK AT ME NOW BITCHES!!!"